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i promised you i would never love someone as much as i loved you-- promised you i would love you forever-- i lied.

when you told me it was over, i told you the stars would     never    shimmer as bright as when i used to hold you under the night sky. i walked out your front door and there they were-- in all their glory. guess you aren't as special as i had thought.

See, I look at you, and for a second, for a flash in time, I think you get me. I think you’ve unwrapped me from the layers that have kept me trapped all these years. I think you’ve destroyed the walls, one brick at a time. I feel like you can finally see me… finally see the real me. I feel lighter, I feel less covered. I feel naked. But it feels good. Come to think about it, it feels fucking good. For a second, that is. Then I notice that I was simply caught in between one of my many layers, caught, twisted and tangled. I’m trapped in between the layers that blur my eyes, blur my reality, make me see what’s not there,

I want you to take me Like you’ve never taken anyone before, Like you’ve never touched, felt, held anyone Like you’ve never wanted, craved, anyone— Anything. Like you’ve never needed. I want you to touch me Like you’ve just discovered your hands, To look at me Like you’ve never had the power of sight. I want you to love, love, love me Like it’s keeping you alive, Like I’m the organs, arteries, cells that keep you breathing. But mostly— I want you to have Touched Seen Felt Wanted Craved Loved Plenty of times before. But realize-- I am the one that makes you believe it&#