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Lost.I want to get lost inside myself
In the wraths of my twisted thoughts
In the warped, tempestuous intestines
That relentlessly attempt to purify,
In the acid that burns my stomach lining
In the veins that carry putrid blood
In the pumping of a heart
That has battled heartache and betrayal.
I want to get lost inside myself
Enter the pores that lead to oblivion
Watch the bacteria form,
Ally myself with the germs fighting an endless battle,
Surround myself with the cells
That mechanically follow the path laid before them.
I want to get lost inside myself
Through the paths of an all too twisted brain
In the eyes that have seen too much
In the mouth that delivers lies and delusions
In the kidneys that can't take one more coffee,
One more energy drink, one more ounce of caffeine.
I want to get lost inside myself
In the vagina that has stubbornly welcomed too many strangers
In the smoke-filled lungs that house too many cigarettes
In the ocean of a liver that has yet to break down the last char
take me.I want you to take me
Like youve never taken anyone before,
Like youve never touched, felt, held anyone
Like youve never wanted, craved, anyone
Like youve never needed.
I want you to touch me
Like youve just discovered your hands,
To look at me
Like youve never had the power of sight.
I want you to love, love, love me
Like its keeping you alive,
Like Im the organs, arteries, cells that keep you breathing.
I want you to have
Plenty of times before.
I am the one
that makes you believe its the first time
and know its the last time,
any of that will ever happen
Burning Sky - Chapter 01Houses that looked all the same, squeezed between each other in a colorless street under a grayish and lifeless sky. This was the street where Harry had moved to with his mum a while ago. They already had organized the furniture inside the small house and now were relaxing. However his mother complained about the depressive neighborhood, Harry saw something interesting in it all. He was used to streets full of life, trees and children playing catch, so this was a huge change. His mum had mentioned how the dead-looking sky above them was still the same so this was something familiar to keep in mind. That was true, the sky really was the same and certainly at the sunset, that was about to start, they’d be able to see the red clouds just like they did in their old house, but for Harry this would still be a different experience because of the whole scenery around them.
He asked his mum if he could take a stroll around and see if he found anything interesting, and as expected, she sai
Burning Sky - Chapter 02In the next morning Harry woke up early, as if by impulse, and ran to his computer to send an email to John. He apologized for not sending the message last night as he said he would and invited the boy to go exploring after lunch. He really had no further plans, he just wanted to meet John and talk to him. His mum wasn’t so certain about it, she didn’t even believe that Harry had found a grocery store. Well, it wasn’t that she couldn’t believe, she just didn’t want to. That “John-boy” could not even be called John! She was so suspicious of everything around Harry since he was so gullible... She just wanted to protect him. He insisted so much, though! He even swore to her that John was a real cool fellow and that they talked about the sky the other day. Of course he didn’t mention John smoked, he wasn’t that dumb. After all the pushing, she let him go meet John. Harry had to agree, though, that she’d go with him to and also che
Burning Sky - Chapter 03- Who’s that, John?
- No one. – He replied with a dry voice - Come here please, Harry – John whispered to Harry, grabbing his arm and pulling him towards the back door.
- No, John – Harry stood in place, petrified – I’d like to meet your sister!! – He fled from John and walked over her – Hello, I’m Harry! I’m friends with your brother… You’re very cute, what’s your name?
- The spell has been cast; I was too late – said John dramatically to himself.
- My name is Alexa – She said as her black cat showed up from inside and asked to be carried by her. Alexa picked up the animal and held it in her arms. – Want some orange juice, Harry?
- Sure!! Thank you! – He replied, hearts in his eyes.
- Come in. – Every word she said had no emotion at all, she seemed cold as stone, but for Harry it was as if she was glowing from beauty. John’s
Sealed With My Kiss Chapter 2Sealed With My Kiss
I was walking around Alamos Town shopping for more flower seed's and get some Pokemon fruits while I'm at it, I'm sure the pokemon well enjoy it I stop seeing Dawn at a stand saleling Lunar Wings necklace so I walk over "Hey Dawn!"
She turn around after paying for it smiling at me specially Piplup he rush to my side waving his little flippers~ So cute! I bend down to pick him up "And hello to you too Piplup, you not causing anymore trouble for Dawn are ya?"
"Pip, piplup!" I couldn't help but giggle at how adorable Piplup is being~ "What did Piplup say?" I look at Dawn who was carious "he told me; I haven't cause any trouble....yet." I pet Piplup on his head while Dawn groan "great...oh want to come join me and the others?"
I handed Piplup to Dawn shook my head no "Not today, I have some shopping to do tell the other's I said hi though." I wave then walk away getting the flower seeds and what not's.
After a while I got all I need counting while walk
Sealed With My Kiss Chapter 1Sealed With My Kiss
I was feeding the pokemon in the garden I enjoy taking care of pokemon and it helps Alice, oh Alice is my dear friend we've been friends since I moved into Alamos Town. Oh! How rude of me, my name is Allison Harp I'm not pokemon trainer but I do have one special pokemon partner.
"Arc! Arcanine!" I blink hearing my pokemon friend rushing over with two cute pokemon on it's back, one was Piplup and the other was Pikachu "Oh hello Piplup, Pikachu." I scratch under Pikachu's chin he sure was enjoying it until Piplup pushed him off of poor Arcanine pointing on his chin too, I sweat drop.
"Pika! Pikachu!" the Pikachu wasn't too happy about being pushed off "now, now you two. You little one have to apolagize to your friend...or I wont scratch under your chin." I wink being sneaky "P-piplup!"
Piplup jump down my Arcanine so he sat down to watch beside me, Pikachu had his small arms cross looking away not forgiving Piplup "P-piplup? Pip piplup!" I went down
Melt My Frozen Heart Chapter TwoMelt My Frozen Heart
"Here's your breakfast Granny~" I put the plate of egg's and hash browns "Thank you deary." I smiled sat down across from Granny started eating my breakfast as will, when we finished I put our dishs in the sink cleaning them then helping Granny to the outside deck putting a shawl over her shoulder to keep her warm.
"You shouldn't worry about a old woman like me, deary. Why don't you go out?" I frown "But what about you Granny? I don't mind watching over you." she chuckled "Now, now child go out and make friend's."
Before I could argue even more she ushered me out so I listened to her, I didn't knwo what to do firstly so I walk around going to stand to stand seeing if I wanted to buy something I didn't do my stand today cause it was day off taking care of Granny but...Granny being Granny is being stubborn as always.
I didn't see anything I like so I wonder away from Seireitei which was a huge 'no, no' in my part but I always do this so it's no big deal nothing b
Soul Eater Behind The Scenes~Sisoku was getting ready for the next episode when her weapon partner came into the dressing room suddenly eating a bag of chips.
"Hiya." Sisoku turned to Lunar with a smile on her pale face.
"Hey." Lunar stretched her arms out as her body relaxed. "Are you ready to meet Dr. Stein?" She looked over at her partner in crime.
"Yup totally am~ It says on the script that he has to fight Maka and Soul so i wonder what kind of moves he has up his sleeves." Sisoku sighed as she combed out her short hair, thats when a tall black haired girl came into the room.
"Hey Tsubaki!" Lunar's purple hair swished as she hugged said girl.
"Hello..." Tsubaki smiled slightly as she went over to Sisoku and placed a small kiss on her cheek which made the kishin blush severely.
"Oh my god....they have me on the script to have sex with Soul?!?!" Lunar was looking at the ten page script in horror. "But im with Asura?!?!No...." She was shivering from all the weirdness.
"Tsubaki i hope you dont mind me being with C
My BeginningGrowing up was never easy for me.
Pain is all I've ever really felt throughout my life.
When I was a kid, my parents abused me and shunned me,
my sister, they loved and adored, whereas, I was cast aside.
I'd try and do great in school and obey my parents.
But, my father would still beat me whenever he felt like it,
my mom would lock me in my room for crying,
even after my father had gotten done beating me,
I spent every night of my childhood crying myself to sleep.
And at school, I'd find myself being bombarded,
with a plethora of horrible names and rhymes,
and during recess, I'd be chased all of the playground, and when I'd lay down from exhaustion, I'd be dragged all over the playground. I was always too tired to fight back after being chased.
And everyday, I'd wish for death, no one ever wanted me around.
I was medicated for how I'd react to the abuse, the names, the pain.
Pills in the morning, pills in the afternoon, pills at night,
I wasn't living, I was being an unwanted te
Melt My Frozen Heart Chapter OneMelt My Frozen Heart
It was a sunny day at Seireitei, people buying stuff or little kids running around playing or most likely stealing food without the shop owners noticing, but one stand was a young girl wearing a pretty whiteish pink kimono with short white hair with turquose eye's smiling and welcoming people that walk over to buy her goods which were herbs that heal cut's or antidotes for poison or sickness alike.
"Ohayo! What can I get you today ma'am?" I smiled brightly at a lady with her husband who was looking worried and scared "D-do you have any cure for sickness? Our daughter is very ill and we tried everything. the doctor told us she doesn't have much time left." I frown when the mother was balling her heart out while her hasband was holding her.
"Don't worry ma'am, all I need to know what her symptoms are and I'll hand you the cure." the hansband nodded told me his daughters symptoms instead cause his wife was still crying her eye's out, poor lady when he finished I k
layers.See, I look at you, and for a second, for a flash in time, I think you get me. I think youve unwrapped me from the layers that have kept me trapped all these years. I think youve destroyed the walls, one brick at a time. I feel like you can finally see me finally see the real me. I feel lighter, I feel less covered. I feel naked. But it feels good. Come to think about it, it feels fucking good. For a second, that is. Then I notice that I was simply caught in between one of my many layers, caught, twisted and tangled. Im trapped in between the layers that blur my eyes, blur my reality, make me see whats not there, make me believe whats not true, make me who you see who everyone sees. But its funny, because I wrapped myself tightly, careful not to let any light, or eyes, shine through. And I built these walls to protect me. To keep me strong and invincible. But whats funny is that I dont know how they turned against me. Theyre n
IowaIf you visit Iowa,
you'll call her fields empty,
but she wasn't born that way.
A part of her was carved out
when she was ripped between Virginia
and the purple mountains of New Mexico.
Her gold hair, she tore it out when she realized
it didn't make her a princess.
She laid her locks strung along every road
leading somewhere else.
White hairs on her cheeks
are scars from winter.
Her hair darkens with the dampness
of summer rains.
The storms are never silent,
but neither is life when there's a tear
in your childhood where
a parent ought to be.
I've been flooded by Iowa's sorrow.
The only way I can distract her from her own voided landscape
is if I hate myself harder than she cries.
She just wants to fly
and I want to bus or train,
not because I fear death, but because
I want to take living slow.
It's the only way I ever feel.
From the air it's hard to watch Earth's hips move.
But Earth can't compare to the country.
That's my girl.
Full grown even when harvesting season's j
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